Oso Del Bebe means Baby Bear. My parents nickname for me is karabeara and my nickname as given to me by Emily J or Froggie is Baby Bear, later shortened to just bear.

Anyhooters, Im kara, and ill be your friendly entertainment for the time being. So, sit back, relax, enjoy the flight, and I hope you enjoy your stay in my mind.

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Monday, June 21, 2004
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have u ever heard or said something that made the color drain from your face and you could just feel it? 

my parents and i were out just around cuz i didnt wanna go home.  we get home, and i check the answering machine / cid and my uncle mike had called like 3 times in a row within 2 minutes.  the message was from him too.  apparently my aunt doris was hospitalized yesterday because she was having ceasures.

my uncle sounds like he hates my dad.

my grandma has alzheimers and is deteriorating fast.

my goddamn dog is losing his mind too.

i just dont get it.  imnot close to these people.  i havnt talked to most of them in a long time.  I wonder if any of them even know who i am anymore.  last year for my birthday, i remember waiting for the mail for awhile hoping that id get a birthday card from someone, and i didnt.  and it kinda hurt.  and i used to be close to them. 

you know its kinda like my past dying slowly.  a piece of me, my history, my life just ebbing away from me into nothingness.  and i dont want it to happen.  i dont want them to die.  i awnt them to know me.  i want to know them.  i dont want them to hate me.  i dont want them to die.

i dnot want my dad to hurt.  i wish he would try and maintain contact, as tough as it is.  god i just...uhg

i need a hug

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Monday, June 14, 2004
there goes my life, there goes my future...

there goes my everything, i love you, baby goodbye

woops, country. sorry.  Ive got like 4 country songs im in love with, and they are so sad.  if you ever get the itch, kenny chesney isnt that bad. 

so, saturday was ehh ehh...i went shoppin with my mom and grandma at sears for wedding stuff. my mom and dad are goin to a wedding this saturday and im gonna need someone to adopt me that day.  but i played fashion expertise to my mom.  shes so awful at fashion stuff.  I picked out her dress, which while its cute, isnt exactly my cup of tea.  i had to pick out something bearable that she would like.  and then we went around gettin accesories for it.  she is starting to trust me on this stuff.  when we were getting shoes, she would come up to me and go "what do you think of these?!"  she reaaaaaly has bad taste.  and she needed a strapless bra, and omg, funniest shit ever.  she put it on upside down hahahahahah!! anyways, i was so proud and kept rubbing it in her face, that i had bigger better boobs than she did.  it makes me laugh

AND OMG!! I TOTALLY FORGOT TO TELL SAM!! my grandma took me aside in the lingerie section and points out these grannie panties that are like tents and she goes "see those? i hve those! i have 3 pairs like those in different prints that my sister gave me and they are so soft and fancy, i only wear them a few times to bed...." i was craaaaaacking up.

so that night, i went to bribri's house for a "fire party"  sam and me shared rides there.  but brian adam erik and this kid richard and this girl friend of his were there.  it was cool.  it was the first time for me meeting the famed adam hoefler.  hes not a bad kid at all, hes actually kinda cool.  imagine that.

i just realized theres this box above my computer that has bj over it like 5 different times. and my chin itches alot because i think i got bitten by a mosquito!!

so i get home and i was online talkin to jess about her adventures on her first day of work.  and then erik...i spent like an hour and a half talking to him, being there for him, calming him down because he was really depressed.  i was mentally  and physically exhausted and i still stayed on for him.  do you know how he repayed me??  on sunday night, he was talkin to me about charlie and how i was makin fun of charlie.  ((i dont really hate charlie, its just easy to make fun of him.  its like the "ex boyfriend law" or something. i dunno...)) but i had made a comment about how charlie now only talks to me so he can touch me and erik has the great idea to say to me "why are you just sayin charlie? i mean there are alot of other people who do it too."   i was just like *gasp*  and i didnt want to say anything because that bastard, if i get mad at him, then somehow its my fault that he said a retarded thing and i gotta spend another hour and a half calming him down cuz hes so sad hes stupid.  ughhhh i hope he doesnt read this.  i just couldnt believe he said that, and now i feel just great about myself! thank you erik!!!

*deep breaths*  i do alot for him, and he insults me.  2 times this week.  what the hell. 

well brobro took me to see troy last night. and god brad pitt is sexy sooooo sexy.  i was sad that everyone had to die tho.  i almost cried.  but if brad pitt wasnt in that movie, i prolly wouldnt have watched it. its one of those, you kno?

today i went to drivers ed and went faaaaaaaaast! i like it. i think im a pretty good driver actually, and i think my teacher thinks that too.  today, we're all bringing brobro back to isu so i can figure out when i will go visit him.  hehe i get to see his room!! horay! but i'll miss him, hes a good boy.

ok well im gonna go chill out.  we arent leavin until like 330 so ill talk to yall later.  love yah :-*
<3 karabeara

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Friday, June 11, 2004
And so...

And so...its been like 10 gazillion years since ive updated.  but the first week of summer has been a full speed ahead conquest.  Save for a few days ive been out every single day.  Drama.  God has there been drama.  Good movies, good food, good company. 

Today i went to the sehlkes house.  We were having a girlie night, watching movies n eatin u kno. Me n jess shared rides and on the way there we bought a pint of ben n jerrys.  good god, its soooooo good, but i feel like a sick monkey.  Im gonna starve myself for the next week.  I know i say that everytime i over eat but i dont care!!!  Not only did i have part of my pint of chubby hubby ben n jerrys, i ate the biggest dinner ever.  I mean when i been munchin on tiny lean cuisine dinners, a big homecooked dinner like the kind i had today made me so sick to my stomach.

The dinner was in celebration for my brobro coming home you know.  I miss him alot sometimes.  I think he misses me occasionally too.  Good god, he gave me a business card today.  yes, my brother has his very own business card.  i put it in my wallet cuz its so goddamn cool.  his motto is "when the plumbing gets tough, the tough get plumbing."  its mario apparently.  i dont know.  but its cool. 

Lets see...Drivers ed has been goin funtastically.  Im in a car with this girl brittany lucas who i suspect may be a wigger, and another girl named angel jeans who has a habit for being really late to class. but class is fine.  the girls are fine.  my teacher, mr. mayor or whatever, hes pretty cool.  he likes to joke.  he thinks hes got jokes.  lol but i think he likes our class alot because we're well behaved and we can drive pretty well.  I like going fast.   despite whatever erik says. 

One source of drama--erik!  omg he and i got into this ginourmous fight over driving b/c hes a jerk!! and its not the first time this week either.  altho that other time seemed so long ago.  so much has happened.  Ive been to the movies maybe 3 times this past week.  shrek 2 (two times) and harry potter.

speaking of harry potter.  When i went to go see harry potter i made mad eye contact with the ticket ripper.  and he was soooooo freakin cute.  now everytime i go im gonna be lookin for him cuz he was sooo adorable.  i went with ana, and when i walk away she goes "omg i cant believe u did that! but he was doin it back so i guess its ok"  apparently it was really obvious. 

So i really want a man for the summer.  a summer lovin hunk.  Jess gets her fill of em, she starts her job down at the pools plural.  i wouldnt mind goin to visit her and find some of those summerlicious hunks.  omg shes so lucky to have a job like that, altho im not complaining about my freeloading summer.  im taking full advantage.  i need this summer like i need to breathe.

There has only been one week of summer, but it feels so much longer.  its an intriguing mix of boredom and busyness and fun.  Ive had my share of staring at the tv dying for a movie or something to come on to keep my occupied.  Ive layed out in the sun, and i wuold more, but im waiting for my mosquito bites to heal and for it to get summer hot again.  The kind where u can just lay out and you get sweaty just layin there, but you dont feel overly hot, just sticky and wet.  Ive washed both the cars, and ive been on turbo cleaning mode.  ive hung out with a variety of people, and i intend on keepin it goin. 

I find myself in love with emo bands and country music lately.

I am making plans for like amonth in the future.  and copying sammy dawling, i made up a list of things to do this summer, but never actually get around to doing.  want to hear? well here it is:
*go to bakers square at 11pm
*watergun/waterballoon fight
*mudwrestling
*strip poker night
*cookie baking party
*pop fight
*go to the beach
*get a tan
*clean out my closet
*research possibly jobs/colleges
*take daddy to caribou
*visit jess and charlie at dolphin lake
*go to izaak
*get drunk with a bunch of friends
*visit brobro at school
*drive on the interstate
*take a trip to chicago
*go to the zoo
*lose 10 lbs and get a bikini

well thats it for now, until i decide to update furthermore in more detail, yadda yadda yadda.
love you lots!!! smoochies :-*
<3 karabeara

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Saturday, June 05, 2004
schools out schools out tralalalalala!

SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank the good lord!  I was about to go crazy if we didnt get out soon.  But oh my god, my last day kicked ass.  Let me tell you about it!

So it starts out all hunky doory cuz i get a ride to school with my mom and i catch up with jessjess not long after.  We walk to E building together, but the security guard wouldnt let us go, even tho like millions of other kids were goin past.  We meet with emjohnson and talk, and then emily sehlke shortly after that.  We're all chatting and lookin at pics and whatnot, when i go "yeah i wanna go to my locker now" so i start walking and they follow, and then i catch up with erik.  Me and Jess make locker stops, but ultimately everyone comes to my locker.  And somehow i fell on the ground.  And then it was crazy.  I was on the ground and jess, emily, erik, kiera, ana, caitlin, emily johnson, daniela ahhh everyone was just standin there around and it was so fun.  :)   

Wellll then it was time for math, me and jess walked together and took it.  It wasnt too bad at all.  I think i did alright.  When math was over jess had to walk to the textbook center to return her chem book, and i was supposed to wait for emily to walk with her. However, she was walking with jess hanover, and i was kinda ignored the whole time.  i love that. not really.  but i made it to spanish ok. 

Spanish was hella harder!  i had 135 multiple choice, a written section, and an essay.  i got to the point where i was like hell no i dont care anymore, just gonna fill in stuff.  Im like almost 100% sure i fucked up the written part.  i had no clue what the hell that was and it wasnt on the study guide!!! grrr

So i walk back outside, and meet up with erik, and we walk back to south together.  He also waits with me until my daddy picked me up which ws a good 5-10 minutes.  Thanks babe!

Daddy picked me up and we went out for lunch at applebees.  It was yumy, and i love hangin with my papa.  I was really excited and nervous because my dad had said something about goin shoppin afterwards and for some reason i thought that maybe my dad was gonna get me a congrats your done wiht school gift...just maybe he was gonna get me a cell fone.  And i knew we had to get my brobro a fone for his room, and we're in target and we walk, and we're in the fone isle, and we get to the fones that me and my daddy had talked about, and he turns and faces the opposite direction.  dammit dammit dammit.  It doesnt much matter, because i hadda kickass time with him eating and he did buy me something else, but i had really wanted that damn cellfone.  oh well.  sometime perhaps.

So then i come home, and im barely home when sammy calls, and there is talk of movies and goin to my house.  But before i can plan anything, madre calls me to go shoppin with her and to return my 2 week overdue libary books. So i drive and that was awesome.  i wasnt nervous at allllllllllllll!  My 2 overdue library books cost me 2.50 and then we went to ultra foods.  i get back around 4...and then i go crazy trying to find an outfit to wear for the night.  I had to do laundry so i could wear wat i wanted.  which turns out to be a not so hot idea.  More in a bit


well i start calling around to get people to go to movies/my house, but only jess and emily johnson can go to the movies.  Sam, Emily and Erik could come after the movie tho.  So my dad and i pick up jess and emily (and get lost tryin to find em's house) and we make it to the movies just in time!  Shrek 2 was hilarious.  and so dirty.  omg but it was great. 


we finish the movie and wait for jess's mommy to pick us up, and we see cait collins and her crew, and terry brooks!!  terry comes up to me and is talkin on the fone with someone, i dont know who.  he wouldnt tell me.  but he starts tellin the person over the fone that i have ginourmus boobs and that i was a hoochie.  And apparently mystery person on the fone thought i had a nice voice.  wierd.  We had also called erik and em, and i couldnt hear the fone!! i was freakin out! so jess did it hehe. 


we almost didnt make it home before erik and em got there.  We pulled up just as they got out of the car.  It woulda been wild if they just rang the doorbell and we werent there.  so we all go to my porch and i make fone calls(kiera couldnt come and sam was finna come around 845), and we have refreshments, and all is dandy.  It was fun, we were all tellin stories, and then when it got dark, the crazy stuff started.  I get afraid when its dark because you cant see outside.  so we turned off the overhead light, and i brought in 3 candles and lit them.  and we put on music.  and omg it was crazy.  eventually the emilys put on some now music and they were dancin like crazy.  i stole my swing chair, which is right by where erik was. and thats when the naughty stuff happend.  it was dark enough...he stuck his hand up my skirt...many times.  many many times.  And its not like i let him, but i didnt totally stop him.  i felt kinda wierd.  well he liked it plenty because he told me later he had a hard on.  and omg later online, things just got wild.  heheh ill tell you later if you wish to know. 


but omg, what a great day.  i didnt go to bed until like 1, but i was talkin the people the whole time, and it was just a great busy, fun day.  if the rest of my summer is like this, i will be happy, greatly happy!  :)

<3 karabeara


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Monday, May 31, 2004
weekend in a nutshell

soooo...what a wunderful weekend it has been.

Friday, my parents went to go see troy, and i didnt wanna go with them, so i stayed home alone.  it wasnt bad at all, just kinda chilled and watched tv.  it was good. 

Saturday i woke up good and late, I got into some drama with my mom because...well she can get bitchy.  I studied chem and history for a buncha hours.  I got very distracted cuz we got this tvo thing for our upstairs tv and my dad and i were playin with it.  but i still studied i did!!  I wanted to do something so bad that night, so i started callin around. i went down my phone book.  Allison wasnt home.  Emily S. wasnt home.  Emily Johnson was babysitting.  Sam wasnt home.  I called jess, and she was like "oh im goin to a fair with my mom and gramma" and i was like "rahhhh! i been callin all over and nobody can do anything!" so jess was like "wanna come with me?" so i did.  we went to the fair and had a grand old time.  we werent really there all that long.  we shared a funnel cake and walked around.  This kid came up to us and was like "i dont even know who these people are and im walkin with them" and i was like "uhhh hi?" lookin to jess for backup, and she was completely oblivious!!!  we scoped out hotties, and while we were chillin with her mom and gramma, this kid started puking in a garbage can across the way from us.  sick.  i couldnt watch.  it was sooo gross.  So then we went to jess's gramma's house and had a pushpop and played with the doggie and chilled.  at 9 we left and in the car Jess called em and we met up with her at Caribou 30 min. later.  We started a lil complainin club.  good times.  em left at 1030 to pick up her brobro and me and jess stayed to talk for like 15 more minutes, and then we went home cuz caribou was closin.  Not bad at all! 

Sunday i studied my brains out.  end of story.  That was all i did sunday.  My head was mush by the end of the day filled with history paper info, spanish conjugations, and greek drama.  omg it was horrid! I was gonna do somethin that night, i was supposed to do a rain check with alicia for shrek 2, but i was so worn out i just didnt feel like goin anywhere.  so i crashed out. lalalala

Monday was good.  i woke up at 10 and got ready.  i was still gettin ready when i get a call "hey kara you acn come over now"  i didnt leave till like an hour later.  My mom had to finish getting ready and cook cookies and all that fun stuff.  I got to the sehlkes at about 1...it was awkward at first.  I was kinda tired still, and i didnt know some of the people there.  just awkwardness and quietness.  it didnt help that i started out sitting next to a hottie.  i keep forgetting his name tho.  oh well.  people came and left and came and left.  But for the majority of the day it was me, carm, cait, em, jess, erik, matt, and mike.  It was omg sooo much fun.  just chillin out hanging out takin pictures starting fires, playing pingpong, listenin to music, eating, dancing in the rain, looking at pictures, playin in emily's clothes!  there are so many cute pics of us today.  it was fun! i swaaaaaaare!  i dont even care that they are band geeks lolol. 

and that was my weekend in a nutshell!! 4 days of school left!  July 9th or something is bribri's famous bbq!  june something or other is "the chronicles of riddick" and me and jess have to go together.  my brobro may be home for the premiere so he may be able to get us in for free! omg it will be so freakin awesome.  June 11th i think is liz hooks party, but i dunno whos goin to that, so i dunno if i'll go. you know?  hmmmm carm said she may be havin somethin soon.  Im goin to eat after finals at panera with some people.  ahhh summer is gonna kick ass! jess gets her liscence in 11 days...and she can start driving me around a few weeks after that lol.  aw good times good times.  im lovin it!!!! :-*  lets make plans sammyjo and allymm!! o wait, i forgot you guys dont read this anymore. oh well! we will make plans!  love everyone! yes yes i do!

<3 karabeara

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Saturday, May 29, 2004
i dont want to move too fast but i cant resist your sexy ass!!!!

I know that he isnt the one girl type of guy.
im strangely ok with that.
I dont know if im one of the many girls he might go for.
im very not ok with that.

The other day, i came up to the regular group, he puts his arm around me, and im dead tired.  i lean my head against him and just chill, he asks
"whats goin on?"
"im so tired, you dont even know"
and he proceeds to give a mini back rub.

what does that mean?

and someone told me he got a handie from some girl that day and he didnt even like her.  I wasnt bothered at all, but...what is that telling me?

i wonder if he ever calls me hot?

i wonder if he cares at all...

i wonder why i care4 days left baby!  it'll be summer time in 4 days, i wont see him, and with any luck, ill find some other guy who i will get to see. 

im not in like, im in lust.

i want to give him mouth to mouth!!!


^_^ hehe
<3 karabeara

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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
6 days my friends

Wut up my people?!

today was kinda a crazy day. I went to talk to duigs about my paper: I got a 90/100 for a rough draft and i was like "duigs! how come i got a 90? i didnt think they were gonna be really graded" and he goes "ok, you get 100 then"  so it was kinda wierd that way. 

IN chemistry we made silly putty but my was ultra sucktacular.  I was on the brink of crying.  well not really, but i was really sad.  i wanted silly putty too, but no something was wrong with mine.  maybe later i can steal some from someone.  who knows. 

Lets see, Drivers Ed.  OMG!  i was goin over the CPR and Rescue Breathing and all with Austin, Corinne, Uma, Charles, and Erin and Austin asked if i would be his dummy to practice on.  So i lay down on the floor, and im just chillin there as austin like taps me on the head to show that hes givin me rescue breaths...and guess who comes to sit down next to me? Yea, he kept puttin the stupid scary maniquin head in front of me, and i eventually knocked the head right off b/c i HATE THAT STUPID HEAD!!!  lol i had the maniquiin in my lap, and i had turned the face towards me and leaned it against my lap so that i wouldnt have to see the face, and all the sudden, im talkin to caitlin terry and dallas when i go "OMG DIRTY!" and i throw the maniquin off of me.  lol the face was like burried inbetween my legs.  it was bad.  and hehe, me and caitlin were doing our testing for CPR training, and it was at the very end of the period, and all the gym classes had just let out and were watching me and caitlin test on each other.  apparently everyone was yelling "kiss! kiss! kiss!" and i heard this one guy go "i was waiting for the mouth to mouth"  it was kinda bad, but kinda funny

at lunch, i went to get a water bottle cuz i musta lost mine or somethin idno... SO i go to the machine that sells water bottles and it got stuck.  and like seconds later like 3 people come up behind me to get some drinks too.  Great! just my luck!  i only wanted a water bottle *tear tear*  but they were all really nice about it, i went to go get some guy who got a coat hanger and pushed it free. 

English was awful! i hate philosophy and we spent a good deal talkin about it.  Some shit about how everything is only how we percieve it.  "why is the chair on the desk?" "because we percieve it to be there"  blah blah blah and onwards.  Had some fun discussing stuff wit jessjess, and afterskool was ok. 

You know how you do something, and you go over it again and again in your head.  Like "this is wat i should have done." and "i cant believe i actually did that!!!!!"  yea, had one of those moments.  i hate them.  And i got to work out right afterwards and think about it for an hour. ((When you workout you gotta think of something to occupy your time)) woohoo.  I believe our friend Erik has taken quite a liking to jessjess.  ^_^ hehee

i was waitin for uma to get out of a classroom so we could walk to cherry creek, and Ross and his friend xavier come and talk to me.  they are pretty funny, talkin to two sr. football players.  hehe, and xavier was RIPPED! lolol and uma comes out and im talkin wit them and he goes "I leave you alone for 2 minutes and look what happens!"  and we talk out of e buildin, when i see jess outside and I run to her and she says "i have to tell you something"

and now im waiting for her to get her ass online because i wanna know what that something is.

talk to you tomorrow darlings, when it will be only 5 days left! yaya!

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Monday, May 24, 2004
ughhhhhhhhh! *frustration rays*

ughhh PEOPLE SUCK!!
im not kiding. people really suck. >:-o
gettin so fed up with this whole...people thing.  I dont care, im PMSing really bad, so fuck it, im allowed to do this. 

im upset that i get left out all weekend, and then i have to come back to skool and hear all about how i missed it.  *not about u sammy*

Im mad because i missed a kickass party, and britty said she coulda given me a ride.  I coulda hung out and gotten drunk wit paul.  but nope.

Im mad about my fuckin history teacher, who tells me to take out a page and a half of my (in my opinion and my padres opinion) really good paper.

im mad at my spanish teacher because he gives us too much work to do on fuckin La Catrina

Im mad that i kinda bombed my math test

Im mad because I suck and beacuse im a retard.

my lunch table sucks cuz they talk about stupid things, and i feel lonely.

drivers ed sucks because we're doing the heimleck maneuver and rescue breathing, and im getting fatter so that everyone can feel on my fat.  YES thanks! 

Im mad at my mom because she ignores me and yells at me.

Im mad at my brother because he hurt me this morning and now hes gone.

im mad because i wasted a half hour of my life staring at my ceiling and watching the second hand tick by on my clock

im mad because this whole place SUCKS ASS!!!

RAHSAAHRHA gasfl;kasudf;asKRalksdafhsdfa;rhasdufyasdnfhasdfasn dn;auosdfyasegfasefua!!!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
its a secret

wat does it mean when they try to get you to laugh all period, whispering jokes into your ear??

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Monday, May 17, 2004
Another week, another monday

I forget who it was, maybe it was Jessjess, but they said that we only have to wake up for one more monday this year.
ONE MORE MONDAY!
I have a little theory, that sundays suck so much so that mondays arent so bad.  I dont know how accurate that theory is, I just know that this monday wasnt too bad. 

I wore my new hooch top.  Its this white shirt thats kinda sheer (so i wear another white tank underneath.  you should thank god for that)  but to put it all in perspective, when i first put on the shirt, it goes like beneath my boobs.  But once i adjust it, its beautius.  Anyways, so i wore my new outfit and i caught a few people starin at the goods.  but what can i say?  the twins are a nice side show attraction.  i got em, i flaunt em, watev. 

I was walkin wit sar after espanol, and david claims that hes talking to my  boobs my squeezing them.  He says that they are doing well.  Im not too sure sara was amused.  Maybe she was really tired? i dont know, i just got a wierd vibe from her today.  I hope shes alright, cuz her grampa just died.  i love u sar!

Hrmmmm on the way to north between 4th and 5th, im walkin all by my lonesome when someone comes up behind me.  you'll never guess who, not even I would have guessed.  it was JD, the jr. or sr. (i forget which) who is black but lighter skinned.  You know him?  He just comes up behind me and starts talkin to me.  hes nice, and i was pleasantly suprised he even wanted to talk to me specially since ive said maybe...5 words to him in the past?  o well. 

in d/e we watched another guest speaker.  No frills, just some copper guy.  Moral of todays lecture:
These lectures are meant to be depressing and dont ever trust a cop. 

Chem and History, i took a test in each.  Watch me barely pull a C on both of them.  its the end of the year and im crappin it up nicely I must say.   
So i wore this shirt today thinking *wow i see someone today*  and yea i saw him in d/e but there was little to NO interaction.  And i was kinda sad that i didnt see him today after school.  I went to workout and walked wit uma instead.  Uma is so funny, he was alllllllways makin fun of me. Specially about workin out.  See, im so sore today b/c of yesterday and i was talkin about this ass exercise where u have to be on ur hands and knees.  it was bad.  he also informed me that my ghetto fab pic (next to the box here) I look cute, but stoned.  So im a cute stoner.  wut!?  i dont get it, i just thought i was funny.

SO i worked my ass off again today.  And i barely ate anything.  tomorrow I can feel im gonna hate myself.  10 minutes on the stairmaster, 20 minutes on the eliptical, 2 arm weight lifts, and a bunch of crunchies, and while im still sore from yesterday.  Fuck me.  If i can walk tomorrow, it'll be a miracle.  But I take the bus tomorrow so it'll be ok.  hehe.

Drove home, and apparently I'm getting better.  Go me!  But i want my papa to take me out drivin on the stickshift, which he didnt do this weekend. poo on him! i wanna drive mas!!

Emily told me today about this memorial day thing.  She says "im inviting a bunch of band people...and you.  But thats ok, we love you and thats why we want you there!"  so i thought that was hilarious.  Honorary band member right hurr.

O yeah and one more quick thing.  Daddy creeped me out today, im on the compy and hes layin wit the doggie and he goes "Kara,  ____________(some spanish name) likes you"
"what?!"
"_____________ likes you"
"thats slightly creepy. how does he know me?"
"he saw your picture and said he liked you."
"*blinks* ok thats alot creepy"

annnnnnnnnnd im spent.  goodnight ya'll and cant wait for manana
<3 karabeara

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