im strangely ok with that.
I dont know if im one of the many girls he might go for.
im very not ok with that.
The other day, i came up to the regular group, he puts his arm around me, and im dead tired. i lean my head against him and just chill, he asks
"whats goin on?"
"im so tired, you dont even know"
and he proceeds to give a mini back rub.
what does that mean?
and someone told me he got a handie from some girl that day and he didnt even like her. I wasnt bothered at all, but...what is that telling me?
i wonder if he ever calls me hot?
i wonder if he cares at all...
i wonder why i care. 4 days left baby! it'll be summer time in 4 days, i wont see him, and with any luck, ill find some other guy who i will get to see.
im not in like, im in lust.
i want to give him mouth to mouth!!!
^_^ hehe
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