Entry: there goes my life, there goes my future... Monday, June 14, 2004



there goes my everything, i love you, baby goodbye

woops, country. sorry.  Ive got like 4 country songs im in love with, and they are so sad.  if you ever get the itch, kenny chesney isnt that bad. 

so, saturday was ehh ehh...i went shoppin with my mom and grandma at sears for wedding stuff. my mom and dad are goin to a wedding this saturday and im gonna need someone to adopt me that day.  but i played fashion expertise to my mom.  shes so awful at fashion stuff.  I picked out her dress, which while its cute, isnt exactly my cup of tea.  i had to pick out something bearable that she would like.  and then we went around gettin accesories for it.  she is starting to trust me on this stuff.  when we were getting shoes, she would come up to me and go "what do you think of these?!"  she reaaaaaly has bad taste.  and she needed a strapless bra, and omg, funniest shit ever.  she put it on upside down hahahahahah!! anyways, i was so proud and kept rubbing it in her face, that i had bigger better boobs than she did.  it makes me laugh

AND OMG!! I TOTALLY FORGOT TO TELL SAM!! my grandma took me aside in the lingerie section and points out these grannie panties that are like tents and she goes "see those? i hve those! i have 3 pairs like those in different prints that my sister gave me and they are so soft and fancy, i only wear them a few times to bed...." i was craaaaaacking up.

so that night, i went to bribri's house for a "fire party"  sam and me shared rides there.  but brian adam erik and this kid richard and this girl friend of his were there.  it was cool.  it was the first time for me meeting the famed adam hoefler.  hes not a bad kid at all, hes actually kinda cool.  imagine that.

i just realized theres this box above my computer that has bj over it like 5 different times. and my chin itches alot because i think i got bitten by a mosquito!!

so i get home and i was online talkin to jess about her adventures on her first day of work.  and then erik...i spent like an hour and a half talking to him, being there for him, calming him down because he was really depressed.  i was mentally  and physically exhausted and i still stayed on for him.  do you know how he repayed me??  on sunday night, he was talkin to me about charlie and how i was makin fun of charlie.  ((i dont really hate charlie, its just easy to make fun of him.  its like the "ex boyfriend law" or something. i dunno...)) but i had made a comment about how charlie now only talks to me so he can touch me and erik has the great idea to say to me "why are you just sayin charlie? i mean there are alot of other people who do it too."   i was just like *gasp*  and i didnt want to say anything because that bastard, if i get mad at him, then somehow its my fault that he said a retarded thing and i gotta spend another hour and a half calming him down cuz hes so sad hes stupid.  ughhhh i hope he doesnt read this.  i just couldnt believe he said that, and now i feel just great about myself! thank you erik!!!

*deep breaths*  i do alot for him, and he insults me.  2 times this week.  what the hell. 

well brobro took me to see troy last night. and god brad pitt is sexy sooooo sexy.  i was sad that everyone had to die tho.  i almost cried.  but if brad pitt wasnt in that movie, i prolly wouldnt have watched it. its one of those, you kno?

today i went to drivers ed and went faaaaaaaaast! i like it. i think im a pretty good driver actually, and i think my teacher thinks that too.  today, we're all bringing brobro back to isu so i can figure out when i will go visit him.  hehe i get to see his room!! horay! but i'll miss him, hes a good boy.

ok well im gonna go chill out.  we arent leavin until like 330 so ill talk to yall later.  love yah :-*
<3 karabeara

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